Operation: Unveil the Skinny (OUTS) has officially gone underway. What is it you ask? Well, I'll tell you. It's a side note of Operation: Kick My Own Ass (OKMOA). I started this blog with the hopes and determination to find myself through writing about my past endeavors as well as those yet to come. I have completely lost myself to relationships and always being a "Yes Girl" --refer to "Don't Be That Girl" by Travis Stork; it's a good book for those of us who are emotionally not self disciplined enough to keep ahold of ourselves throughout the process of dating. But back to being a Yes Girl,... I have completely lost myself. And my goals are to try new things, rustle up old interests, and make them MY interests again.
But back to OUTS, I am tired of being fat. Like, really F-ing tired of it. I'm tired of not feeling good about myself, and the constant lack of energy, the extra weight I still have from my pregnancy,...in general I'm ready to not be this heavy anymore. Thanks to this season's crew of The Biggest Loser, I was initially inspired. Seriously. And today I got myself a membership to a gym that is a grand total of 9.1 miles round trip from my house. This gym is also open 24/7 and THAT my friends, is fan-freaking-tastic for me. (I work a grosSly jacked up schedule) So, I took myself in tonight(even though I am dead on my feet and I really wanted to go to bed instead) and did about 30 mins cardio and some leg excersizes. Nothing crazy as I yawned THE ENTIRE time I was in there. But it felt good and I'm going to do it again.
I want to feel better in my clothes, and look better to myself in the mirror. This is not about "some guy". This is about me. This is all about me. I have an inner-skinny girl just DYING to get out. I'd like to see what she looks like. It's time to begin the process and start peeling back those layers. Start to unveil.
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